27.2.13




Underwater breaths

It's so sad. That i recognize myself in those.

You love me, but i'm not sure of that. I feel myself so outsider.

I can't say "change your friends." that's cruel, it's me who is being asshole. But i can't do anything about it if i don't know how to be sarcastic in every conversation. fuck this and fuck that.

haa haa haa.

ha

ha

HAA.

14.2.13

I'm crying on Valentine's day.
i'm not happy, not that kind of crying.

I'm so fool.
I surrender everything and everyone.

Nobody cares about me.

So i'm home and watching this site http://www.artistintheworld.com/ and dreaming my own atljee.

love you all around there. Enjoy the day.

7.2.13

My computer is dead.
No can do.
Must focus on the real life.
School is eating me.
I'm losing money.
Buying fabrics, food, wine and cigarettes.

What i'm excited about
is
Aki Kaurismäki's films
Loving
Designing things in my head.

Life.