Can you do something for me for a change?

Oh now i just want to say FUCK YOU FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU! he was just playing with me. Then i run so fast outside and cry a lot. why me? why is this happening to me? i'm so lonely and jealous and angry and sad. where i can find happines.
And i did it again, i readed those stupid horoscopes and i'm sad that i saw only one fucking star to sunday and i'm going to ruisrock that day.. that can't be bad day! and i will have fun that day, that it is worth of money. Oh why i do this to myself, tell me, oh tell me. Can you say to me that life is great and you shouldn't worry every fucking thing! say it! that i believe!

Oh i wait that my friend comes here and she bring some cigarettes that i could smoke my brain away. And be more clueless than now. not cool at all!

Friend gave me some fabrics for free! i was heaven! That blue mermaid fabric is so amazing but really don't know what i'm going to do with it. i will figure it out soon! And bought some plastic flowers and try to do headband. jei!
I think i want third cup of coffee.

I sometimes forget to breath

sea-biologist

I think i'm okay.. i'm trying to be, i realized that worrying about things and peolpe it's just waste of time, but why anything nice and happy don't happen to me?

I mean love

I must say that last night was pretty great, i sneak out and went to dancing. And oh boy i danced so much, almost two hours non stop. i couldn't breath, but still keep going..

GO OUTSIDE

lolita
loving the pictures! and i'm all so inspired to sew clothes. hate to be in intership from school. i want to go to school and learn something and sew lots of clothes.

PEANUT BUTTER BLUES & MELANCHOLY JAM

That room is so beautiful! i just like to watch it very long time. like everytime you look at it you find something new. i want to know who is living out there.

Why everybody can do something but i don't

This is one of my dad's drawings. We are like same, i noticed that when i was at naked model drawing course. I like to draw long time and make it good, but i hated to make 10second drawings because they were ugly. But ugly drawings are interesting i think.

Ouh mama, i wanna go surfing

rabbitheart fashion canvas

I want to travel every corner of the world!

Crush on you

it's magical day, for me i don't think so.

TOWARDS INFINITY AND BEYOND

 I'm depressed and i'm trying to get with the kaleidoscope to another world where i wouldn't be depressed.

LOOK UP

Versailles, 2008

PETITE FLEUR

Pictures from book that i'm reading.