Walk with me

Holiday. Little bit sad, because my best mates graduated today. And i will stay there half a year. With whom am I going to laugh now and drink coffee. Almost tear came out.
I'm also afraid that in Spring i must do so much work. Do i have powers to that.. ou dear.

But here's some what i have done. Night gown or what ever.. and i re-done collar and pockets. I like.

Burn burn burn

Last week has gone and i can take huge gasp. Lot of happened nice and sad things. I met a boy and saw Burning Hearts live in library. Shhh
Nothing else.
Feeling emptiness. Good fruit juice and oven melted cheese breads could fill my emptiness a little bit.

I took a video of my kaleidoscope, feel my heavy breath.

Sadness is my boyfriend

Old film camera shots.

I miss those times, i wish i could go back and be different.

I miss you. Where are you? How's everything going?

Smoke fills the lungs

Hey!

I took some gasps yesterday. Me and my friend went to watch Moonrise Kindom and ooh it was so sweet. I smiled throw the hole movie. Andersson just knows how to do it.
Then we talked with my friend, it's so great that you can talk to someone who listen.

I don't know how to be social. I'm behind others. When i learn to talk?

Fear.

Dive deep

Girls with abs

I think i try to breath. I don't have anything to share because nothing had happened.
I try to do something about it.

xxx

Can you do something for me for a change?

Oh now i just want to say FUCK YOU FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU! he was just playing with me. Then i run so fast outside and cry a lot. why me? why is this happening to me? i'm so lonely and jealous and angry and sad. where i can find happines.
And i did it again, i readed those stupid horoscopes and i'm sad that i saw only one fucking star to sunday and i'm going to ruisrock that day.. that can't be bad day! and i will have fun that day, that it is worth of money. Oh why i do this to myself, tell me, oh tell me. Can you say to me that life is great and you shouldn't worry every fucking thing! say it! that i believe!

Oh i wait that my friend comes here and she bring some cigarettes that i could smoke my brain away. And be more clueless than now. not cool at all!

Friend gave me some fabrics for free! i was heaven! That blue mermaid fabric is so amazing but really don't know what i'm going to do with it. i will figure it out soon! And bought some plastic flowers and try to do headband. jei!
I think i want third cup of coffee.

WAVE WAVE

Oh i have lots of stuff in my mind. Questions to which i can't find answers to, projects i should start and finished them, dreams i need to plan and think the time when i would implement them and shit i just want to delete out of my mind but i just can't.

Oh i just love dynamo strobo lights and new roads what i found and just want to walk again and again.

Feeling right now is..
i want to disappear












sea-biologist

Make me belive of..

anything.

Lotus flower

Hey! I think i have lost my brain totally!  i don't know what is happened. i just get this shit over me, that's cruel! My May day was full of carnation cigarettes, black crisps, lots of blood from my nose and confused presence which is maybe probably due to the fact that I had not eaten anything. and I just drank a lot. That's why my ribs are showing and my boobs are gone..

Listening zodiac shit

via google

super hot! god damn it! I was watching movie called Tracey and BOW this guy popped into the screen, with him cuul shoes and cigarette behind him ear. Love at first look.

i'm sick and bed is my lover at the moment. it's fun you can do almost anything in bed, watching movies, read, draw, eat, listen music...

Follow the heartlines on your hand

lolita

I get yesterday a new blanket and oh boy it's most wonderful thing in the world! i slept so well and today i didn't think anything else but that blanket and sleeping.. maybe i go sleep soon.

and i'm feeling lonely again..
what's wrong with me.

GO OUTSIDE

lolita
loving the pictures! and i'm all so inspired to sew clothes. hate to be in intership from school. i want to go to school and learn something and sew lots of clothes.

TOWARDS INFINITY AND BEYOND

 I'm depressed and i'm trying to get with the kaleidoscope to another world where i wouldn't be depressed.

WHAT THE WATER GAVE ME

Florence Welch is gorgeous woman in the whole world, i must say. She is like an angel, voice and her essence.
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