Life feels better when Elkie sings in my room.

Christmas is past now. It went pretty nicely and i got lovely gifts. Books mostly.

I found a cute little suitcase for my art supplies and i bought today Elkie Brooks best album. Love is playing in my room now. oh oh oh .

breathing breathing breathing.

Walk with me

Holiday. Little bit sad, because my best mates graduated today. And i will stay there half a year. With whom am I going to laugh now and drink coffee. Almost tear came out.
I'm also afraid that in Spring i must do so much work. Do i have powers to that.. ou dear.

But here's some what i have done. Night gown or what ever.. and i re-done collar and pockets. I like.

cruise ships, ouh dear.

Result from wild cruise ship. ha ha ha it hurts.
Maybe it's best that i'll be quiet and don't say a word.

In my head, somebody just knock there. do do do. remember remember remember. think think think.

I'll go sleep now.

Seahorses sailing in my head

Feeling is like that. headache. too much coffee, cigarettes, school, annoying people, dirt on the floor...

Kick me.

But what makes me happy. That i'm spending time with one awesome guy.
I look like him in that picture.. I'm wearing his shirt and we have almost the same glasses :D ouh gaash.

Could we pass Christmas? I don't have any intrest on that. I could only eat.


Underwater breaths <-- i like to update

Mind filled with sweet nothings

Holaa! One and only picture. Stupid. But it's so good album and cost 1e only. I'm happy

I really am. There's one guy who gives me what i been waiting for. Sweet sounds and touches.

aah

I only wish that i could learn to speak. Communicate with people. What people want to hear and what not.

Burn burn burn

Last week has gone and i can take huge gasp. Lot of happened nice and sad things. I met a boy and saw Burning Hearts live in library. Shhh
Nothing else.
Feeling emptiness. Good fruit juice and oven melted cheese breads could fill my emptiness a little bit.

I took a video of my kaleidoscope, feel my heavy breath.

times when don't feel like

Hi there! First of all, i look like a duck. duck duck duck. new glasses.

I feel so sad. I've been thinking, do i make myself sad? Or am i just pushing good things away. Or bad things just comes to me.

Fuck.

I think i have to be quiet and alone. No harm to anybody.
But i don't want to be quiet and alone!!  But when i open my mouth, i sound just like a duck..

I want to do something. I have to get cigarette smell out of my room..
What's wrong with me?