Mind filled with sweet nothings

Holaa! One and only picture. Stupid. But it's so good album and cost 1e only. I'm happy

I really am. There's one guy who gives me what i been waiting for. Sweet sounds and touches.

aah

I only wish that i could learn to speak. Communicate with people. What people want to hear and what not.

Burn burn burn

Last week has gone and i can take huge gasp. Lot of happened nice and sad things. I met a boy and saw Burning Hearts live in library. Shhh
Nothing else.
Feeling emptiness. Good fruit juice and oven melted cheese breads could fill my emptiness a little bit.

I took a video of my kaleidoscope, feel my heavy breath.

times when don't feel like

Hi there! First of all, i look like a duck. duck duck duck. new glasses.

I feel so sad. I've been thinking, do i make myself sad? Or am i just pushing good things away. Or bad things just comes to me.

Fuck.

I think i have to be quiet and alone. No harm to anybody.
But i don't want to be quiet and alone!!  But when i open my mouth, i sound just like a duck..

I want to do something. I have to get cigarette smell out of my room..
What's wrong with me?

Those feelings just don't disappear

the Pink Elephant

That is how i actually feel. Or i mean i can identify with that so much. 

But oh how i missed school times. Coffee breaks and the people. We are making lingerie in school. So fun.

Don't hold back, time is come to... ?

I returned today morning from Stockholm to home. And gaash i want back! peolpe are so nice there or at least the employees. I was making good conversation with Monki's employee, he was great! I must looked very clueless, i think. I founded something to wear on and one dvd.

Oh i don't want to live here anymore. I'm bored. i listened this when i was younger and my friends doesn't liked it. I remembered this and now i'm listening it again. ha.

 Dance out of the misery. Works.

Maybe in next life..

Dreaming that i could forget bad things. It's good to dream, but how can i make them true?

I can't.

Fuck.

Call me, text me, anything. Please! That would make me very happy... Just try.
( I think i'm talking to myself, again..) Lonely stuff, makes you crazy.