Those feelings just don't disappear

the Pink Elephant

That is how i actually feel. Or i mean i can identify with that so much. 

But oh how i missed school times. Coffee breaks and the people. We are making lingerie in school. So fun.

Don't hold back, time is come to... ?

I returned today morning from Stockholm to home. And gaash i want back! peolpe are so nice there or at least the employees. I was making good conversation with Monki's employee, he was great! I must looked very clueless, i think. I founded something to wear on and one dvd.

Oh i don't want to live here anymore. I'm bored. i listened this when i was younger and my friends doesn't liked it. I remembered this and now i'm listening it again. ha.

 Dance out of the misery. Works.

Maybe in next life..

Dreaming that i could forget bad things. It's good to dream, but how can i make them true?

I can't.

Fuck.

Call me, text me, anything. Please! That would make me very happy... Just try.
( I think i'm talking to myself, again..) Lonely stuff, makes you crazy.

Sadness is my boyfriend

Old film camera shots.

I miss those times, i wish i could go back and be different.

I miss you. Where are you? How's everything going?

How can I find the right words?

I have terrible back problems.
Painkillers doesn't help. It's hard to sleep.

Friends doing bad choices.

Lots of tears.

I don't know how to help, because i don't handle myself either.  

Smoke fills the lungs

Hey!

I took some gasps yesterday. Me and my friend went to watch Moonrise Kindom and ooh it was so sweet. I smiled throw the hole movie. Andersson just knows how to do it.
Then we talked with my friend, it's so great that you can talk to someone who listen.

I don't know how to be social. I'm behind others. When i learn to talk?

Fear.

Dive deep

Girls with abs

I think i try to breath. I don't have anything to share because nothing had happened.
I try to do something about it.

xxx