Dog on wheels

One day i will see with these glasses! I'm going to make it happen.

Oh i need a scanner. I have so much photos and drawings to scan.

I have headache and i'm watching Sabrina teenage witch serier. So dumb but so fun.
I'm wondering the 18 age limit...

No mind set

I been at home sick, but i went to second hand shop and signed into naked model drawing course. yep feeling good.

And also i have reading books, like big books. not big, i mean where are big words, makes you think. That's painful.

Wake up wake up!

You sold your tongue than you can talk to the whales

Feeling so sick..
I must be able to sew tomorrow.

Things aren't change. Still going through the same shit.

Give me some love, dude.

"How does it feel to treat me like you do?.."

This mess is so mess. What is this game? I don't know how to play it, i'm suffering inside out. This is hopeless.
I'm so lovesick.
Can't you see that i'm trying?

Please don't hurt me

uuuuh i'm in motion mess and gash i don't know what to do. aaaaa
Like i want to tell him everything, but my heart just stops when i'm with him. you know what happens when your heart is not beating. ooh.

but this is so mess. I still don't get it. yhhyyy, whyy, i'm serious, this is annoying.
I just want to kiss his gorgeous lips and the time just could stop right there.

Stomach is very sensitive.

baby we'll be fine

Hi! Real life is back and i'm happy about it, because home feels sick and dirty room too. Things are good, i got finally intership place and i'm happy in little vintage shop sewing dresses and skirts.

Now i'm off to Night of arts.









I'll promise to take pictures some day! xx

I'm so lost but excited.

Woopwoop! I'm so excited that coffee just makes me crazy. Flooooow floooow
Come say hi to me! if you see girl in pink shorts. New people are cool.

Little bit miserable about one thing, but i'm going to pass it. and not worry.
And everything is all right, i'm proud of myself and no stress anymore, maybe little bit afraidness.. but that is good, right?

Why it is so hard?

I fall in love with dark-skinned men, who knows how to sing. I love jazz.
Look at Charles is he crying? i bet he is. He just sings with passion, that's real thing. Love.

Oh and look newest Trendi magazine page 31. I fell in love with him also, i think i will draw him.

Why won't you make up your mind?

haha, now you can laugh..

I found those glasses and i think they are nice, but i don't see damn thing with those. I don't say that fault is in the glasses, fault is in my eyeballs or brains. what ever.
I wished that those would be my reading glasses, but i don't need one. Or i can just pretend that i use. haha haha haa

what i'm talking about..
i hate that my sewing machine is gathering dust on my table, and colourpencils and paintbrushes. Maybe autumn and coldness will give me power.

I need hugs and kisses. I love goose bumps.   

pressure is killing me, go out of my head.

Mmm life is going like calm sea. No waves, like no ups and downs. But i don't know what is going to happened next week, i'm wating excited but also i'm so terrified.

yaiks.

Control movie is coming from television. Oh genious he is!

You need to eat pills, if hurts.

What do you do when you are miserable?
I went yesterday drinking, it was so stupid. And why i went some bar where all the girls have same clothes and too much make up. They must spend more time in the bathroom than the bar area. ugh.

Now i feel i want to do something smart, like read lots of. Stupid library bill, i have to settle for my own books. That's okay.

mmmm

I want that everything goes well before the end of the summer. My heart beats really fast. that's stress. you know.