Crying my eyes red

Don't know where to start.. I'm feeling so miserable, depressed, confused, unhappy... this list would go on and on. I want to erase those heavy adjectives, what are pushing me down. It's hard to push up, because i don't see reason to do that. There's nothing.

i'm tired of crying.

don't know what to do.. i want out of here, i feel sick of this place. could someone talk to me? i want to meet new people and listen stories of their life.

bombay bicycle club, book that i'm reading and third rock from the sun is things what keeps me back on earth..

oh dear do you see how lonely i am..