Strange lights in my head

Summer 2007

When i watch these pictures, i feel so much angry and missing. Why i was so unaware and blind. Teenage years. I hated those times, i wasn't myself the hole fucking three years. I didn't have real friends. I was happy only in art lessons were i was alone and doing what i liked.

I'm so tired.

Where are spontaneous people?
Meri where is your spontaneous? "I don't know, i said."
Relax, "hu?"
Breath, "?"
What's your fucking problem? "I don't know"

I'm so tired.