I've been quiet. I know.
It's just, i don't know what i want. And everything feels difficult to reach.
Now the feeling is i'm nothing. I'm dust on the floor where people walks like they don't have worries.
I want a home where i can invite people to have fun. Drink wine, eat good food, laugh, cry, dance and feel that they are okay and everything's fine. And leave a smile on their face.